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| I'm back... from outer space?
Haha xP
So busy @ school.
Working @ BC Cavern.
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| Taking things for granted.
We do it all the time, yet we never notice until that thing or person is gone. Why do we do it? Humans are selfish and they think they deserve it.
Being Selfish.
Why are we selfish? Instinct. We do what we must to survive and better our own lives. We never really consider the people our selfishness affects do we? No. We are too busy wanting them to please us because we "deserve" it.
I can't begin to count how many times I have felt selfish since I started college. Everyone for themselves. It's either you are them. Not to mention I've never been more depressed than I have since college started, yet I've never been happier since then. I have changed so much over the past year I scare myself. I look in the mirror and I don't see the person I used to be anymore. Maybe a small trace, but not much is left. I used to be so free and fun and "chill". I used to take delight in the smallest of things. I've been on a roller coaster of emotions during my first year. I've been mad when things don't go my way, in a sense being selfish. I've been sad when I realize how stupid I sound when I whine about stupid little things. I've beat up myself over stupid things I do. I repeat mistakes that I should have learned from. I've felt sorry toward many people and I only wish I could go back and change what I did or said.
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| How is money NOT a thoughtful present?
It means that the giver thought about the receiver...
The giver put great thought into thinking
"Maybe ________ really doesnt need another item to collect dust on their desktop"
"Maybe ________ wouldn't appreciate the unique style of Fobbish clothing (ie. neon, polka dot, fobby english)"
"Maybe ________ would like to buy their own present with their money instead of receiving something they would never use and want in the first place"
see? how thoughtful is that? =D
in other words... i'd appreciate money as a birthday present.... starbucks cards would be nice... so would movie tickets >.> lol.....
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| Sooooo...
I haven't updated in so long. Well, I just finished my midterms yesterday. It was such a great feeling, like a burden lifted, but unfortunately I need to work on my essay writing skills.
Summary of Yesterday
~Woke up at 5 am to study
~Consumed Catherine's Caffine Chocolate at 9 am
~Went to school and went to chem disc 11 am
~Went to Brisa to study a bit of bio before midterm
~Went to Chem class at 2 pm
~Took Bio Midterm at 3 pm
~4:00 arrived at Balin to hang out
~Hung out and went to soupplantation at 6:30 pm with Sabrina, Catherine, Andrew,
David, Alex, and Ian
~Went to Valentine's dance at 9:30 pm til 12 am
~Went to Cha with Cat, Andrew, Sabrina, David, Alex around 12:30 am
~Came back to Balin at 1:45 am and slept over
~Woke up at 11:00 am
~Went to lunch at 12 pm
~Left for home at 1 pm
So now I am at home! | | |
| what i learned today:
block... block low... perry... dont throw.... attack between blocking... dont press A and Y without applying direction...
such an intense session on blocking tho... | | |
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